no. 3

hay k hay

i just have to say that you may or may not want to start a fashion and life advice blog because i feel inspired and beautiful and all chuckled up to be tucked into a cozy nest of homesick

i have never owned a pastel pink sweater but i’ve been told that it’s never too late - thoughts?

my heart broke for myself when i read that you’re wearing my beautiful clothes </3 after all: what is life without a sunflower maxi dress? what is life without a pink triangle necklace? what is life without MY brown vest thing?

other things i miss dearly:

corduroy pants

olive green skinny jean

mustard striped collared shirt

light scarf 

chacos

rice

tacos

the lake - especially the days when the sun is gleaming and everyone’s eyes are aglitter in reflection 

i am also pleased that i brought my black and white striped shirts. i wore my black jeans, cuffed, and a flannel shirt under my navy raincoat today. it was drizzling. i was cozy warm, but there were times when i would’ve appreciated a scarf. maybe tomorrow i’ll wear one. i’d say that it’s odd that it’s so cold so early, but it’s really not odd. it just seems normal. 

im glad you like the jellies and that you like splashing. there’s ample opportunity to puddle splash here, but i unfortunately do not have the rainboots to do so. hopefully, that’ll change in time, but for now i avoid puddles like the plague. 

today i felt ill. i don’t know why i did, but i think it might have been something i ate or anxiety. !!!!!!! texted me yesterday, and i got the opposite of happy crushing-on-you butterflies. i got the feeling that swift’s long list of starbucks lovers must have when they hear blank space. i call it death butterflies. 

here’s some pictures that illustrate how he’s making me feel: 

how have you been?

oh no nope 

get outta here

what do you want

why

don't you forget about me

so yeah. mixed feelings, queasy mostly.

work is really picking up, like i said. i’ve met some really amazing people that i adore: ::::::, -----, |||||||||, ###, >>>>>>>>, ^^^^^^^, and there’s a cute boy named @@@@ that i’m hoping to get to know - and today in the library, a different cute boy named ~~~ asked for my contact info. i haven’t found a crew, but i like people here. they’re thoughtful, beautiful, kind, funny, bright, and just plain cool. i often don’t feel cool enough. i will definitely look into investing in a space suit.

b

p.s. everyone knows the first rule of pulling things off: put the thing on